Tuesday, April 26, 2005

I can't explain it but there is something about churches, specially the very old ones which makes me feel nostalgic. I can't even understand it myself! There is a kind of force which draws me near to them. A kind of magnetism intense enough i just let myself fall under its magical spell. Perhaps, it is my understanding that a church is my kind of link between the One up there and me. My being a Catholic with the faith i'm holding on to since i was born intensify it more.

Churches all over the world fascinates me more than any other buildings. But i have a special relationship with my church: Virgen de la Regla(VDR)Church. I made my vows here.

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Virgen de la Regla Church, Lapu-Lapu City, Cebu, Philippines.

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Christ the King (Cristo Rey) fronting the facade.

My mind was so glued on churches and the like that during my college (Architecture) thesis, i decided i would focus on religious structures thus i came to do:Church Complex; a series of buildings and special areas of interests (Church itself; Convent; Grotto; Meditation chapel; Multi-use building; wide parkings; a park doubling as playground; Basketball/Tennis courts) which are related to each other with function as the main factor for construction together with the beauty it projects and the strength it can withstand through time.

The toils i made in that special thesis really paid off, 'coz @ present, my father and i have just finished renovating some parts of the convent. It has been a great joy for me in actually working in structures like these. Althought it is yet the convent we are working on but i'm hopeful for more to be done in the future. Every structure inside the complex has endured time more than it can handle, which means a full facelift can be handy! I'm happy to be a part of the renovation process. It feels divine already!

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A proposed Grotto was already talked about... I'm glad to say i was consulted for the over-all planning details plus i get to pick where and how it might be built. Cool!

Saturday, April 23, 2005

Yes!... LIFE! The only thing that matters in this wide world! Of course it matters too whether you are happy or not. But the thing is : we - are - alive!

I'm saying this because I just experienced an-out-of-this-world state of being! I just came out of ICU (Intensive Care Unit) in one of our local hospitals here. It felt like I wasn't here anymore... I felt like dreaming!Yep, it was like a dream to me.. but I cannot recollect exactly what happened in that special dream. I can only emote how I was within. I was happy, and contented and well and free! I felt no sorrow, no failures, no sadness not even weariness. It was all a good ride!It wasn't after I got out of that dilemma when I knew I passed out for more than two days! (imagine in my village, I was reported to be in a 'coma')... scary huh.

Well, I had fun alright, but hey! I'm having more fun now, today! Feeling close beside my husband, my three-sweet-lovely daughters and kuya and oh, I couldn't miss my granddaughter-Sofia! And more, my Dad, Mom, my brothers, my only sister, my sister-in-laws, my brod-in-laws, my warm tennis pals, my highschool batchmates, and my ever-loving-sweet MSC friends! Image hosted by Photobucket.com

Life to me is like the sunrise! Emerging out of its niche to spread its golden rays spreading them slowly but smoothly and evenly across the horizon; giving life a new meaning, a fresh start... moving its wheel of existence to a new speed, full of hope and of dreams and cares and love .

Now, I'm pretty much mobile, thanks to the magic 6 doctors who took care of my Liver, lungs, heart, blood pressure, veins, and most specially my ailing kidneys, which is now under protective care due to the stones it is carrying. And I thank our Lord GOD, whom we all owe our life to.

And together with this thought let me share with you one of my poems and its about LIVING.
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It took me a while to compose this script 'coz I needed more rest after that. Thanks so much dear Lord.

Monday, April 04, 2005

Monuments

History is quite a delicate topic for discussion because it involves what went through where,dealing with dates and true events. I'm not @ all sure when it all began. But one thing is certain, it (history) has gone too many paths and left more than enough memories and embedded a special place in our minds for us to reminisce with hopes of bringing back those golden days gone by.
Over the years of my studies in the field of Architecture, I came about too many structures too soon for me to decipher and digest. It wasn't until recently that I realize they were all too good to be forgotten. We get to learn more of the structures which I thought to be insignificant. But I was proven wrong. The structures of the old days are the basis of construction of today. The method they used then might not be the exact ways we currently deploy but mind you only tiny innovations are added. For example: Binding together chunks of stones used to be done with dried straws of fibrous materials found near the river Nile like wheat mixed with mud, yolks of egg and limestone. Today after cement- which is a mixture of: clay and powdered limestone but burned to a very high degree inside a furnace- was invented in Leeds, England by Joseph Aspdin in 1824, the bonding technique has evolved into what we call now as "concrete".
Image hosted by Photobucket.com The Parthenon: considered to be the greatest building ever built on ancient times. It sits on top of the Acropolis in Greece. Acropolis means:"...the fortified height or citadel of an ancient Greek city; ... a raised area holding a building or cluster of buildings." another name given to it is: Sacred Rock ,so named due to the fact that it was used continuously as a place for cult ceremonies and also as residence or even both at some point in time. The Parthenon is one of the magnificent monuments dedicated to Athena Parthenos- the patron goddess of Athens. Inscriptions showed that these structures were built roughly around 447 to 438 B.C. Today, time took its toll for the roof has almost completely collapsed,thanks to the preservationists who are doing great efforts for its restoration.

Image hosted by Photobucket.comOne very important aspect that I learned from the study of these monuments is that special design technique used initially by the Egyptians but adopted later by the Greeks during those golden years is :Entasis.

You see when columns are placed side by side with each other, they create an optical illusion of curving inwards as the height increases, so what they did was make the shaft (middle part) of the columns bigger thus creating the opposite optical illusion of curving outwards giving the impression of being straight up to the tip. The point is:"... to give the appearance of straight lines through the use of curves and optical illusion." Isn't that ingenious! (The framed object is the Parthenon)
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Studies of monuments like these are just one of the many important subjects taught in History of Architecture which I find very interesting and relevant in my day to day existence and in my tasks as a lady Architect.

A blend of the past to this future.

Image hosted by Photobucket.comI believe in understanding the past to better understand the future. In man's continuing quest of evolution we have surpassed more than a couple of logical and honest perceptions of how history evolves; what went through where. But i would not attempt to recreate history here. As a lady architect, I can only illustrate through images and scripts the different structures built thru time.

The picture is a blend of two halves. The left part is the great Parthenon- the most magnificent monument ever built in ancient times and the second half on the right side is my very own Virgen de la Regla Parish church in Lapu-Lapu City (my city remember), obviously as it is, it depicts the partnership of ideas, of beauty, of stregth and of use and function.

Basing on the famous words of VITRUVIUS, POLLIO- who was a Roman architect and engineer( wrote on architecture and lived in the days of Augustus) were: Utilitas- Venustas- Firmitas.

UTILITAS means: Use. Its function with respect to the building usage. How the structure could be functional for. How may it be of use to anyone. Its usefulness is one major point in the design conceptualization.

Next is VENUSTAS: As commonly used word Venus, which refers to the Roman Goddess of love and beauty, so does the word Venustas implies beauty in itself. The structure's grandeur over its existence. The ultimate point of view with regards to the essence it projects. The sole reason for being.

Then comes FIRMITAS: This refers to the structure's stability. ITs firmness. Its capacity to bear load but still in commune with the beauty and function of the entire design concept. This must and should somehow go hand in hand with the other two significant structural ingredient of design, giving satisfaction on the magnificence of its overall strength relatively incorporated within its core.

Although these may have come by over thousands of years ago, still they are considered the basics of any struture's fundamental design recipe, without which or an absence of one would simply mean null.
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It (the merged picture) might seem done in an unprofessional manner, but it is just a matter of who's viewing how. Am i right, or i am right?

Friday, April 01, 2005

Archi-ness

The state of being...

Image hosted by Photobucket.comAn art, any kind of art implies emotions: deep; varied; peaceful; sensitive; soft; serene; flowing; enhancing; soothing; kind; full; rich; seamless; huggable; inspiring; cool; magical; heavenly and perhaps... loving!

There are a million ways to express art and a million more to understand it. Each one of us may see it differently in one moment but may seem to be connivance all together in the next, depending on how it is viewed and/or interpreted. I think my love for it started when I was three (3) years old. I remember my mom telling me how to do my hair and what dress to wear before family pictorial and stuff like that. I kind of disliked her choice coz I thought I looked better not in pink. Eventually, I wore a white fluffy full-laced skirt and ended up pulling it down coz it was too short!
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My supposedly logo for the letterhead i was about to lay out. But sadly enough we (my co-architects) didn't get it going... @ least not yet. But i'm hopeful there might be a chance for it to be laid down on paper, for good. Oh,by the way, f.y.i.- it spells the fisrt letters of my name.

Sunday, March 27, 2005

It is summertime! The skies gets clearer! The breeze hovers faster! The sun shines longer and time for mountain climbing or hill climbing for that matter! Wowieeee! And during these lovely months, what better place to be than in BOHOL! It is where you can find TARSIERS- considered to be the smallest monkeys in the world! How - about - that!

But did you know that Tarsiers aren't monkeys at all. Actually, they belong to a different specie which is: Tarsius syrichta. Its classification is quite obscure and are often considered by taxonomits(researchers on the study of the general laws and principles of classification) to be "...of distinct suborder among the primates." Others classify these Philippine tarsiers along the line with the lemurs, lorises and bushbabies as prosimians. Oh, Whatever!

Tarsius syrichta simply called: Philippine Tarsiers (notice their sizes compared to human hands)


Don't you find them cute?

The last time I was there, these little cuties were put in cages by their captors under small trees for public viewing. But recently my daughter said they aren't imprisoned anymore. Thanks to the caring hearts of the BoholeƱos. They are free to roam around the wild forests and are reproducing quite fairly. Good job fellows.
Another interesting item in Bohol is the ever famous: Chocolate Hills! Imagine having chocolates as many and as big as hills! They even look like choco kisses, you know that little teardrop-shaped sweet-to-the-mouth goodies? Hmmmnnn... yummy!
Bohol as most Filipinos know is a kind of circular island province rich in nature's goodness. It is located slightly obliquely below Cebu where I am now (actually i'm in Lapu-Lapu). Everywhere you gaze you see nothing but group of pointed hills! I took this picture myself with just a simple SLR still cam. I was truly awed by it! Aren’t you now? There are over three thousand of these hills stretching out the horizon. It is learned that these are corals of the sea bed some thousands of years ago.
Oh, i almost forgot! These hills are called "chocolate hills" due to the fact that during summer (mid march- late April) these green grass that you see here turn brown because of the heat. The blades of grass dry up so much turning them into brownish hues which pre-dominates the horizon scattered around like chocolate kisses. My! Splendid site! I've been back here thee times already yet it still feels super everytime! It feels good to be with these huge mounds and be in commune with nature! I look forward to climbing up the tip of his big one (ha ha) that will be the day huh. Some of the other sites i visited in this gorgeous place! Just click the picts to view larger images.

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More of the Philippines (personal edition)
1. My Cebu...


Image hosted by Photobucket.comTrue friends are hard to find... But you know what? They are much harder to forget!

They make me so rich deep inside my heart. They make a few jumpy beats everytime i think of them. They are so precious i cannot function well without.I consider my friends treasures. They are my wealth, my jewels, my gems.
Friends- specially the true ones are as important as anyone because they are real people! Of course you have all sorts of friend types.You know, the not-so-true yet important to us. They may not be your esteemed, cherished individuals but i'm sure they needed people like you and me to have and to share with, not at all times perhaps but at least a split moment in their life. But you should know, it is because of this closeness that they tend to break our heart, sometimes.
One time i remember, a friend who once was the closest of all my friends came on me too strong. What i mean is she did one thing i really disliked. I trully felt so low that i didn't communicated with her in a year or two. It was not until after my birthday that i forgave her, when she gave me a birthday card as greetings for the day. Inside that card was written about forgiving. She wrote "... all heals in time". I replied her with a card too and told her: "yes, time heals all wounds but a big scar is left here with me forever." I realize now i was too harsh on her sending that card.But i'm just being honest.
I admit, to forget and forgive is a hard task. I don't get comforted too easily, specially when my heart gets broken. But i am trying the best now to be as forgiving as anyone should be. I pray everytime i get a broken heart, i look back to that special birthday i had, when i forgave.
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Just recently, another special friend communicated to me after a long silence. This friend must have felt guilty after a promise was broken. I was hesitant at first, but my friend kept telling me it is Lenten season and that it is time to forget and forgive... So i did, after a few minutes of comforting words and lectures of how Jesus died on the cross and stuff like that ( This friend is very active in church)... I then talked to my friend with open mind. Then i forgave ... with smiling heart!

Wednesday, March 23, 2005

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Tuesday, March 22, 2005

It was alomost six in the evening when i got to listen the latest edition of "Europinoy perspective"- a excerpt of a weekly radio program in Rome, Italy called: Radio Pilipino ng Vaticano. I was quite erked (if that's the correct term) bytheir topic which is "Being in-Love with the wrong person".

My! how wrong could that person be? I mean, is it really true that love is blind?

I'm asking this question because i only have one love all my life! And i don't think he is a wrong guy. Perhaps it is just our own perception of what LOVE is...
For me to love a person means :
1- giving it all
2-doing it righteously
3- share it contuinually
4-be with sometimes (of course you can't take him while peeing)
5-talk openly
6-laugh with sometimes (if it isn't corny ok)
...and the list goes on. Who's counting anyhow?

LOVE, that nice and wonderful feeling!

But loving a person doesn't mean you have to be blind, does it? In fact, you must be so ready with your feelings because doing it might put you in a bad situation later.But the risk makes it more intriguing, don't you think so? Am i making any sense here? Oh, how can i elaborate it further?

Love, as the word implies, is putting trust on someone... someone you don't even know that much all your life. But hey, no one knows for sure the other person, not until years go by with the relationship, who does?. Even twins argue once in a while, how much more with partners or lovers when they aren't blood related! And that is part of the whole process. We learn as we change, right? As you know change is great and it is the only constant thing in this world.

I believe it is in the sharing with that person -correct or wrong-over the years, that you would know how to love eventually. And who can judge better who is right and not?

It is the care one gives, the respect offered, the friendship bestowed! YES, i believe our beloved patner in life should be our best friend. It is the life-long togetherness which make the relationship flourish if not bloom to its fullest. It is putting your trust to that person which might help ease up the process of loving. Because loving is a struggle, a feat, a force so strong it drives one crazy, at times though. That is why it has to be felt for, sacrificed and lived for to its truest definition. But who can define what love really is...?

It is both the love and hate feelings that enables both parties to grow and learn and live. And that's what matters- to live- yes, because it is only in living that you can love and it is in loving that you continue to live! Now, i am making sense?

Did you know that when you hate someone so much it is because you love that person too much! LOVE makes the world go around.. yes, definitely. It can also make your head turn around and get crazy!
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Allow me to share with you one of my poems. It is about living: Live

St. Peter Square with the Obelisk @ the background.
ROME, Italy- The eternal city. So many reasons why it is called as such. One of these might be : Rome is comparably alive @ night and on daytime as well. For a very short but pleasurable stay in this magnificent and Holy City, i can still reminisce quite clearly how lovely Rome is. Thanks to my dear friend who stood by me not only as a true friend, my personal tour guide but most specially as my true guide- spiritually speaking.
As we traversed the long narrow streets of Rome(map) by foot (yes, we sure did after a short ride from Piazza Bologna where i stayed over for roughly 6 days only) stretching as far as Basilica of St. Peter; to Piazza Venezia climbing up Emanuele Monument; then to the ever-famous Collouseum while passing by the Roman Forum; and again we went to the foot of the Spanish Steps and climed up a few steps there too; down to Piazza del Popolo, where two twin churches (S. Maria dei Miracoli and S. Maria in Montesanto) proudly stand as if guarding the Piazza(Italian for Plaza) - i can't help but be amazed with much awe to the sights and sounds of this beautiful place! Imagine being in a place as wonderful as Rome!
I can't recall now which Piazza we went first because there are lots of Piazzas all over Rome. I learned now as i studied the places in a comprehensive map here i keep remembering the names and i'm pretty i am sure we went to Piazza Navona where a some few vendors lined up their goods for the tourists- including me of course- and on to the amazing Trevi fountain. It is said that when you throw a coin over your left shoulder, there is a possibility that you can be back to that place. So i did throw a coin with hopes of going back there. After that coin-toss we went inside the Pantheon- the place dedicated to the twelve Olympian Gods. You'd be magnitized to this particular place. Read more here to find out why.
The next few days i went over to Sta. Pudenziana- the church ..."designated as National Church for Filipinos in Rome". My friend who was serving as one of the nun there told me about the martyrs (St. Pudentia or Pudens and St. Praxedes whose remains were kept down the very deep well located inside this particular church. Some three thousand catholics died defending their faith in those early times .
Ahhh! ROME! The very place where the Pope resides! And take note, it was not just my very first time to travel to a foreign land but also- it was my first to be out of my homeland -Philippines. It definitely felt like away from all the hustles and bustles of everyday fuzz. Not to mention i get to see the Pope just a few feet away from his Papal see-thru car while His Emminence was about to crown Mama Mary on Her Feast day (December 8th). Those days were trully great, indeed! ... @ least for me!
It was more than two years now but mind you my heart is deeply rooted there after that tiresome but fun-filled trip plus the true experience i can not simply forget in my entire life! And i am positive i will be back there in due time.
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I titled this "Winter in Rome" because i wanted to portray (in my own personal observation) how cold winter should be compared to our Philippine climate. I thought it would snow on that december-2002 air but didn't. Although there wasn't any snow but i felt the 5 'C degrees as if i was about to freeze! I heard it snowed the year after that but i wasn't around! Grrrr!

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