

My dearest,
Let me say these two beautiful words forever
For they aren't mere letters
They are my emotions...
Let me love you like this, my way.
You are such a wondeful person to deserve such wonderful feelings...
I trust that you keep it in you with utmost care.
And when i'm old and you are around
May you be beside me in my death bed.
Datu Lapu-Lapu

Cebu ProvinceOk, going further down, we come into another municipality called Tabogon. It is the my Dad's place. I have my parental roots there. Fiesta time is celebrated every April 21st in honor of San Vicente de Ferrer. I can still remember when i was a little girl, i used to be crowned princess with my two (2) brothers as my personal escorts, one after the other. I think it happened three years in a row,which then my elder sister followed suit as princess too. My,my! those were happy days on my childhood. But i think i didn't enjoy it much as my Mom and Dad did, because, everytime i was princess, i get tobe made up from head to toe. That means, i get to wear a very shiny, shimmery and elegant gown complete with head dress plus a thorough make over my face!
Now that i've grown up, i want to go back there as often as i can. I'm now excited to knowing i didnt get to be that adventurous back then.
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My homeland...
This is my beautiful country Philippines! My birthplace. Philippine history goes back more than a hundred fold for the whole archipelago was subdued by foreign power specifically the Spaniards for more than three hundred years... followed by a variety of other rulers, one after the other.
But today, it is emerging into the world boastfully as the only Catholic country in South East Asia ! And im proud to be one of the few who resides permanently within.

Friends we are, you and me
Today, as always been
Was such a fulfilled day for me
So I asked myself, why?
Is it because...I got high grades?
Or because...I saw the latest movie in town?
Or might be because... I have bought new things?
No, I guess not.
I realize I am happy not because of so many things
But because of one single but very important reason...
I'm glad because...
I came to know you, and you came to know me!
Yes, we are but FRIENDS.

“That Cold -Moonlit-Night”
It was a summer night, when dusk was but softly creeping in. The breeze was no longer warm but not too cold as to freeze one out. The moon started to eek out from its circle, slowly risingÂ…up high to space, to merge with the evening clouds. It was on its fullest shape, its glaring brightness enough to cover the rest of the stars.
The night was still young, and so was sheÂ…
Everyone was smiling, with their silvery white teeth exposed up to their ears, filled with that gladness inside their hearts. There is a celebration... It was Fiesta time! Some were dancing, others were eating, laughing, conversing. Most of the kids were around running, playing. Merriment clothed them all! It was almost the same as those ordinary parties, but something made it different. It was not the fiesta, nor the full moon. But it was ‘The night’ of all nights!
Indeed it wasÂ… Something very special happened on that particular full-moon nightfall.
After dinner, the music went so loud, it could be heard a mile away. She almost danced. Oh, she did! She felt the songs inside her, giggling and summoning her frail muscles, trying to persuade her to glide with the beat, to the rhythm and so there she was! Sliding to and fro in the room, breaking one step at a timeÂ… she was doing the waltzÂ… her passion.
Moments passedÂ… Even hours. He then took her out for a walk. They went out of that fun-filled excitement. The music was not as loud as it was. Or maybe because they were far out that it would just fade away in the thin cold air. They were somewhere in an open field. The moon shone so bright, they could see each otherÂ’s eyes sparkling with content. They were in love!
Or was it just lust?
Then he held her hand, tightly gripping, sending jerks of electricity through her veins from the fingertips up to her heart. She felt love. It was loveÂ… It must be love, or what else could it be? She ignored the confusion. Why fuzz around with that thought when there is something weird but so good to be felt now?
She looked at him and smiled. A smile that could launch more than a million ships! Suddenly, he leaned over and kissed her! That kiss made the difference. It was that kiss which made that evening special.
Yes, it was love!

WHY? WHAT? HOW?
For some time now i kept thinking why:
- why on earth did our paths crossed?
- why did i get to meet you?
- why did you become close to me?
- why did i see you the way i do now?
- why are these happening to me?
- why are we friends today?
- why ?
And for what unfathomed reasons:
- what made me feel this way?
- what made you decide to become close to me?
- what did i do to deserve such a true and gorgeous friend like you?
- what made all these possible now?
- what have you been thinking when you met me?
How may one understand ?
- how did you react when i said you are one great creation?
- how are things with you before you met me?
- how come you did not resent my friendship?
- how mad did you get knowing i like you?
- how easy could you ignore me and forget about me but didnt?
- how are things with you now that i keep flashing into your life?
i hope you have answers for all these inquiries because i don't. I only have thoughts and feelings and cares and dreams and hopes and wishes and prayers for you forever! 

Today...
I made a promise to myself
Not to cry for any reason but Love
It seemed impossible a task to keep.
So I made another promise
To love and be loved for love's sake
Then it seemed worthwhile to feel.
So I loved and still love
And will continue to love
To my heart's content until I can
Then I did no promise.
For what good does promises bring
When all you can do is feel and care and love... Always.